It Is What It Is. Unless It Isn't!

Ellie küsis mult täna, et mis ta oma eluga peale hakkab pärast keskkooli lõppu ja siis ma kirjutasin talle oma 100 kilomeetrise jutu:

Been there done that! A year ago I was struggling with the same thing. Though my parents didn't pressure me, they gave me free hands to do whatever I wanted to do, so I skipped a year. And I have to say so far I'm totally happy with my decision. I lived in The Netherlands for over half a year, experienced new stuff and get to know myself better. This year I have done a lot of thinking and set new perspectives in my life. I'm completely different person and I'm now making decisions I wouldn't have been able to make a year ago. Also there is a possibility that you might feel that you don't want to go to the college at all after that gap year, a lot of my friends went straight to work, but I know that I'm going to uni, starting from fall and if everything goes well I can study things I really want to, not what I'm supposed to. This gap year has taught me so much more than 12 years of school all together and most importantly it has taught me how to take care of myself when no one else is around and you're in completely different environment. So in short( because my post is already a kilometer long) I'd say go for it. Go for whatever feels right for you, because in the end it's your life, your decisions and we can't always make ourselves tiny in order to please other people. Do you really want to look back at your life in about 10-20 years and think "why on earth did I listen to them and not my own heart?" Trust yourself. And if you do make mistakes then they are your mistakes and that's something no one can take away from you! So Godspeed, my dear!

:D Mingi eriti diip tekst aga nii ta on.
Ja kui postiljon kohe KC raamatuga ei tule siis ma lähen kellelegi kallale.
Ja loll olen ,kuna pole orkutis oma locationit ikka ära muutnud.
Tänks Martin, sa tead ise ka mille eest XD
Ja Maikuu ei mängi välja ehk siis tuleb lükata Juunisse aga kõigepealt tuleb laupäeval kirjandit kirjutama minna! Mitte ,et ma seda väga põnevusega ootaks!

Ja ma nägin unes ,et karu tuli meile maale õuepeale jälle. Ma jätkuvalt näen seda unes...haige värk aga seekord sõi ta mu koera ära! O_O Ma ärkasin jälle nuttes üles. Ja ma tean ,et ta on vana ja ta silmad on juba hallid aga ikkagi on kurb teada ,et ta varsti läheb :(

But I guess it is what it is.


Unless it isn't!