Aega on nii väheeee ja nii palju oleks ikka vaja teha. Ja eilne Aaliyah Bedwelli juhtum ajas mu nii segadusse , et ma siiamaani ei saa aru mis toimub.
Aga ootusärevus on...ja on ka põhjust!
1999 aasta Columbine'i info lugemine ajab ihukarvad püsti!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Burgundy Shoes
Ma lihtsalt ei taha enam.
Lühidalt öeldes siis : Fuckity-fuck-fuck!
Ja muusika on ainus mis hetkel aitab, sest inimeste sõnadest lihtsalt ei piisa. Täna ma ei suhtle!
The leaves are green and new like a baby
Tulips are red, now I don't miss the snow
It's the first day I don't wear my big boots
You hold my hand, I've got burgundy shoes
Burgundy shoes, burgundy shoes
Sun
(Burgundy Shoes - Patty Griffin)
Friday, May 22, 2009
With all this rain falling down
Ilus.Kas Pole!? Tegin oma blogi ilusaks, kõik lingid ja muud jamad on küljepeale laulusõnade alla ära peidetud ja olemas on ka Tagboxi asjake...kuskil... eks siis avaldage arvamust uue blogi väljanägemise üle .
Aga vihm on kuidagi omamoodi lohutav isegi! Ja ma ei oska ennast eesti keeles väljendada lihtsalt enam.. kõik mida ütlen tundub võlts ja kõlab kui klišee (Ja ma ei soka seda sõna vist isegi kirjutada..inglise keeles on lihtne cliché)... aga ometi Inglise keeles on kõik ikka nii ilus. Ausalt ka. Ja ma lihtsalt ei jaksa enam olla.
It's hard to listen to a hard hard heart
Beating close to mine
Pounding up against the stone and steel
Walls that won't climb
Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep
You think that you're gonna drown
Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep
With all this rain falling down
Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I'm holding on underneath this shroud
Rain
(Patty griffin - Rain)
Aga vihm on kuidagi omamoodi lohutav isegi! Ja ma ei oska ennast eesti keeles väljendada lihtsalt enam.. kõik mida ütlen tundub võlts ja kõlab kui klišee (Ja ma ei soka seda sõna vist isegi kirjutada..inglise keeles on lihtne cliché)... aga ometi Inglise keeles on kõik ikka nii ilus. Ausalt ka. Ja ma lihtsalt ei jaksa enam olla.
It's hard to listen to a hard hard heart
Beating close to mine
Pounding up against the stone and steel
Walls that won't climb
Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep
You think that you're gonna drown
Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep
With all this rain falling down
Strange how hard it rains now
Rows and rows of big dark clouds
When I'm holding on underneath this shroud
Rain
(Patty griffin - Rain)
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Serving The King
SGT Gabriel says: "You know something is bothering me a little. This whole CIA thing. I don't know how much I trust them. You know how I feel about the people that work there."
Brenda responds: "I know, it is a 'gray area'. I remember once hearing a speech about what it meant to be an officer of the CIA. And the man who gave this speech talked about the struggle to control civilization and how we are always fighting the same fight. And he used the dark ages as an example.
He talked about how one side you had the pragmatic King who was greedy and power hungry and basically took advatange of people whenever he could. On the other side you had the idealistic church forcing everyone to follow the same rules and believe the same things.
Neither the King nor the Church was ever completely right. Both sides ended up doing terrible things to get what they wanted. Really terrible things.
The point of the story was this, that this struggle from the dark ages had been going on forever. That the church and the King might take on different forms and philosophies, but they would always fight each other. Pragmatists and Idealists. And that most times, you are better off standing on the sidelines and letting them duke it out.
But every once and a while, one side or the other decides it might be better to just blow up the whole world just to get its own way. And when that happens, you can't stand on the sidelines anymore. You have to pick a team.
And so for tonight, anyway, we are serving the King!
The Closer - Season 2 Episodes 14&15 - Serving The King!
Brenda responds: "I know, it is a 'gray area'. I remember once hearing a speech about what it meant to be an officer of the CIA. And the man who gave this speech talked about the struggle to control civilization and how we are always fighting the same fight. And he used the dark ages as an example.
He talked about how one side you had the pragmatic King who was greedy and power hungry and basically took advatange of people whenever he could. On the other side you had the idealistic church forcing everyone to follow the same rules and believe the same things.
Neither the King nor the Church was ever completely right. Both sides ended up doing terrible things to get what they wanted. Really terrible things.
The point of the story was this, that this struggle from the dark ages had been going on forever. That the church and the King might take on different forms and philosophies, but they would always fight each other. Pragmatists and Idealists. And that most times, you are better off standing on the sidelines and letting them duke it out.
But every once and a while, one side or the other decides it might be better to just blow up the whole world just to get its own way. And when that happens, you can't stand on the sidelines anymore. You have to pick a team.
And so for tonight, anyway, we are serving the King!
The Closer - Season 2 Episodes 14&15 - Serving The King!
Billy says, he loves to be an invisible dog!
Fritz: You know, when you think about it, do we ever really know what Kitty's doing when our backs are turned? She's probably partying every day when we're at work, inviting other cats over, smoking the catnip, scratching herself in odd places.. (Season 2 Episode 13:Overkill)
Ja mul ei ole midagi muud lisada kui Fritzy says you have a right to remain silent!
Aega on liiga vähe!
Ja mul ei ole midagi muud lisada kui Fritzy says you have a right to remain silent!
Aega on liiga vähe!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I would like to have answers before I ask questions!
Eheeee.... mingi kiire aeg on koguaeg. Lapsevalves ja muud asjad ja blogi ja challengeid jms.
Täna leidsin natuke aega ,et The Closerit vaadata ja ,et 8. Juuni viiendaks hooajaks valmis olla :D
Fritzyyyyyyyyyyyy on niiii armas XD
Ja uued Maddie videod on ka numpsid ma juba vaatasin ,et malta koera kutsikad ei olgi nii kallid kui ma arvasin heh. Nii äge!
Kuigi 2 kuud kodus oldud tahaks juba ära.... ja Debbie kutsus külla Texasesse.....kiusatus on oma 100 asja kokku panna ja minema tõmmata.
Täna leidsin natuke aega ,et The Closerit vaadata ja ,et 8. Juuni viiendaks hooajaks valmis olla :D
Fritzyyyyyyyyyyyy on niiii armas XD
Ja uued Maddie videod on ka numpsid ma juba vaatasin ,et malta koera kutsikad ei olgi nii kallid kui ma arvasin heh. Nii äge!
Kuigi 2 kuud kodus oldud tahaks juba ära.... ja Debbie kutsus külla Texasesse.....kiusatus on oma 100 asja kokku panna ja minema tõmmata.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
One Teddy-Bear At The Time!
Minu ja Cati ühistööna siis nägi ilmavalgust täna meie lasteväärkohtlemist käsitlev blogi!
Fighting Against Child Abuse Blog
Fighting Against Child Abuse Blog
The Best Day!
I'm five years old and it's getting cold
I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home
I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today
I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop till I forget their names
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel ok
But I know I had the best day with you today
i have an excellent father
His strength is makking me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and i had space to run
And I had the best days with you
There is a video i found from back when i was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lad in the whole wide world
Now i know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine and I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say that i had the best day with you today
I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides
Look now the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home
I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today
I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop till I forget their names
I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel ok
But I know I had the best day with you today
i have an excellent father
His strength is makking me stronger
God smiles on my little brother
Inside and out he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and i had space to run
And I had the best days with you
There is a video i found from back when i was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lad in the whole wide world
Now i know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine and I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say that i had the best day with you today
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab?
Nüüd jõgedes vesi on jälle nii madal
Sa ära mind vaata kui lähen sealt läbi
Ma olen nii paljas ja veidi on häbi
Ma kardan, ma kardan sa nägid mind läbi
Et viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi
Viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi.
Ma ootan ja vaatan sind teiselpool kaldal
Kas mõtelnud oled mis teiselpool algab?
Nüüd varjud on pikad ja varsti on pime
Sa varbaga tonksad jõe libedaid kive
Ma tean kuidas vesi su jalgasid paitab
Ei mina nii oska , las jõgi mind aitab
Tean kuidas jõgi sind kaasa võiks viia
Kuid sina ei lähe, sa teel oled siia
Juba sa jõuad ja mööda su jalgu
jõevesi tagasi jõe poole valgub
Tean kuidas hetke eest tundsid sa tõde
kui puutusid jalaga voolavat jõge
Et viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi
Viin sind selleks , et näha siit kaldalt
kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab
Sa tilgud mu kõrval , ma olen nii peatu
Nii vaikne kui jõgi , mis eales ei peatu
Nüüd teraselt vaatad silma sa mulle
ja ootad kas ütelda julgen ma sulle
Et viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi
Viin sind selleks , et näha siit kaldalt
kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab
Viin sind selleks , et külma eest kaitsta
ja hommikust udu su põskedelt maitsta
Viin sind selleks , et otsiksid sooja
kui kuu pole tõusnud ja päike läind looja
Viin sind selleks , et küsida sinult
kas kamspun on kaasas või sooja saad minult
Viin sind selleks , et mõista sul anda
edasi tahaksin ise sind kanda
Kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab?
(Jaan Tätte - Sina Ja Jõgi)
Sa ära mind vaata kui lähen sealt läbi
Ma olen nii paljas ja veidi on häbi
Ma kardan, ma kardan sa nägid mind läbi
Et viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi
Viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi.
Ma ootan ja vaatan sind teiselpool kaldal
Kas mõtelnud oled mis teiselpool algab?
Nüüd varjud on pikad ja varsti on pime
Sa varbaga tonksad jõe libedaid kive
Ma tean kuidas vesi su jalgasid paitab
Ei mina nii oska , las jõgi mind aitab
Tean kuidas jõgi sind kaasa võiks viia
Kuid sina ei lähe, sa teel oled siia
Juba sa jõuad ja mööda su jalgu
jõevesi tagasi jõe poole valgub
Tean kuidas hetke eest tundsid sa tõde
kui puutusid jalaga voolavat jõge
Et viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi
Viin sind selleks , et näha siit kaldalt
kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab
Sa tilgud mu kõrval , ma olen nii peatu
Nii vaikne kui jõgi , mis eales ei peatu
Nüüd teraselt vaatad silma sa mulle
ja ootad kas ütelda julgen ma sulle
Et viin sind selleks , et peaksid veidi
kuivemaks väänama väikese kleidi
Viin sind selleks , et näha siit kaldalt
kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab
Viin sind selleks , et külma eest kaitsta
ja hommikust udu su põskedelt maitsta
Viin sind selleks , et otsiksid sooja
kui kuu pole tõusnud ja päike läind looja
Viin sind selleks , et küsida sinult
kas kamspun on kaasas või sooja saad minult
Viin sind selleks , et mõista sul anda
edasi tahaksin ise sind kanda
Kas meie jaoks jõgi siin lõpeb või algab?
(Jaan Tätte - Sina Ja Jõgi)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Is it having so little and yet having it all ?
Mida öelda lohutuseks inimesele, kes kaotas selle ,mida ta kõige rohkem elus ihkas? Kuidas aidata sellest tohutust hingevalust üle saada? ma ei oska... ausalt ka ma lihtsalt ei oska... hing on tema ja kõige juhtunu pärast valus ja ma ei oska teda mitte kuidagi aidata ehk see ongi see kõige hullem osa?
Is it making you laugh
Is it letting you cry
Is it where we believe that we go when we die
Is it how you were made
Is it your mother's ghost
Is it the wish that I'm wishing for your life, for your life, for your life the most
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Unfairest of all!
God Damn it... what kind of world do we live in when a woman who has had ovarian cancer twice is losing her child? Fuck this is one screwed up world. This is so unfair Rhea, so unfair!
You picked out the name, clothes the freaking nursery furniture and now this???????
You don't deserve this, Lord know you don't! And I don't know what to say or do because this is just way out of everyone's hands now. Borrowed angels huh? Well this time... the time what was given was way too short...and I cry, I cry for you Rhea and for your child because I don't know what else to do.
Yesterday everything was fine and then today....
DOES EVERYTHING HAS TO BE SO UNFAIR?
As for your mother Rhea...karma's a bitch and she'll get her punishment when time's right!
You picked out the name, clothes the freaking nursery furniture and now this???????
You don't deserve this, Lord know you don't! And I don't know what to say or do because this is just way out of everyone's hands now. Borrowed angels huh? Well this time... the time what was given was way too short...and I cry, I cry for you Rhea and for your child because I don't know what else to do.
Yesterday everything was fine and then today....
DOES EVERYTHING HAS TO BE SO UNFAIR?
As for your mother Rhea...karma's a bitch and she'll get her punishment when time's right!
Yeah you may never know, how fast that you can go, Till someone lifts your feet up off the ground
Woke up telephone screaming
Boss man singing his same old song
Rolled in late about an hour
No cup of coffee, no shower
Walk of shame with two different shoes on
Now it is poor me, why me, oh me
Boring the same old worn out blah blah story There is no good explanation for it at all
Ain't no rhyme or reason
No complicated meaning
Ain't no need to over think it
Let go laughing
Life don't go quite like you planned it
We try so hard to understand
Irrefutable, indisputable
The fact is It happens
My trusty rusty had a flat I borrowed my neighbor's Cadillac I'll be right back
Goin' down to Wally World
That yellow light turned red to quickly
Knew that truck the moment it hit me
Out stepped my ex and his new girl
"Sorry 'bout your neck baby"
But it is poor me, why me, oh me
Boring the same old worn out blah blah story
There is no good explanation for it at all
Ain't no rhyme or reason
No complicated meaning
Ain't no need to over think it
Let go laughing
Life don't go quite like you planned it
We try so hard to understand
Irrefutable, indisputable
The fact is It happens
Ain't no rhyme or reason
No complicated meaning
Ain't no need to over think it
Let go laughing
Life don't go quite like you planned it
We try so hard to understand
Irrefutable, indisputable
The fact is
Yeah, the irrefutable, indisputable
Absoluteable, totally beautiful
Fact is it happens
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